NIGHT #6...THE LAST!!!

Ben gets home tomorrow!!! ... and I am barely hanging on. I have never been consistently without sleep for this long. I feel like my pia mater is cramping (one of the linings of your brain). Feels great!

Little Ben is ILLLLLLL again. Up all last night tossing and crying then started with fevers and threw up twice today too, not eating, not drinking, does not want milk...worried about the guy. Looks like we will be seeing the MD in the AM...again. We saw him last Mon for Connor, Tues for Ben, Thurs ENT, and now Monday again! Our new insurance is hating us I'm sure!

Connor is now 5 months old however!


















He is wonderful and just a bundle of joy. I just love to hold and snuggle him and squeeze him and kiss kiss kiss him.